Sorry if the story is all tousled as my thoughts is F’ed up right now.
I got into a corpers lodge which was a lounge. I didn’t need to date anybody however this hoe kept disturbing me to. Gave in.
Normally I’m a crypto investor, I’ve cash, I look good, I dress good. I’m not saying all this stuff to hype myself up however I’m okay.
Sexually I can last hours, I made her cum persistently. The one problem I’ve is delayed ejaculation. Which she complains about.
Now, I’m not the kind to love laborious as I’m already used to heartbreaks. So we dated and broke up after 4 months or so. I used to be okay with the breakup.
Only to seek out out she’s been fucking around the entire time I used to be loving up, as she(in my mind) opened up to me in regards to the guys that played her and broke her heart.
She goes to church regularly and if you see this lady outdoors you’d assume she’s a saint, she doesn’t party, she doesn’t often drink and no smoking.
Anyway I discovered that she’d be fucking her our fellow corper guys and was getting handed around, whereas still pretending she still loved me(after the breakup).
Once I knew and she came to my side and I instructed her to go Bleep the guy she normally goes to she stated she doesn’t care.
This one that I assumed had a conscience was probably a covert narcissist who desires male attention from wherever she’ll get it.
To be sincere it pains me to say this but I felt silly for really loving the lady and began to doubt myself as a man.
I’m usually the one ladies cheat on their guys with(once I was in uni) however this time round I got my share(after I became a good man), it hit onerous and it disgusted me how I got to know she was being pounded by different niggas.
Funny factor is now she doesn’t conceal it, she blows kisses to the nigga overtly in everyone’s presence.
Don’t need to bitch all day about this however actually it feels evil how someone can change like the satan cause I had nothing but good intentions for her.
And she not solely did all that but boldly informed folks I was the one disturbing her life. Lol. It’s well. I know it’s the occasions we shared that’s causing me to really feel undeserved.
The one thing on my thoughts I Sha know is that at the end of the day I’m nonetheless an awesome dude, regardless of how a hoe desires to pay me back I’ll still make bank and get back out there. Thanks for reading and if you have issues to add, each good or bad I’m prepared to learn by means of.
Addition ; wished to marry her as I had enough cash to and we shared(to my understanding) the same values and goals.
I doubt I’ll ever fall for words and even actions of love again as I used to be genuinely convinced she was good.